How do I get back the love of my life? Any advice?

Oh Girl, I feel your pain!! I know only, too well, what you are going through. The only thing you can do is to back away and give him space and time. I know that is the hardest thing you will ever have to do, but you need to do that if you ever hope to get back what you had. It sounds like, maybe, he is confused about the intensity and depth of his feelings for you. Space and time are needed so that he can sit back and reflect on your relationship and his feelings for you. Love is a very scary feeling. And a lot of people, men and women, sometimes don't know how to handle that overwhelming feeling of being in love. It can consume a person to the point of having to step back and catch his/her breath. You know that old saying, "if you love someone, set him free and if he comes back to you, it was meant to be"? Well, it is true. Find yourself by yourself, again. Reconnect with yourself, meet new people and learn to laugh, again. And one day, he will show up at your door. Just don't sit around waiting for him. Who knows?, maybe God will send another man who truly wants commitment and is ready for a mature, loving, equal relationship with you. Just believe in yourself and don't take it personally. It is not you, it is him, considering his past relationships. His feelings for you may be scaring the heck out of him and he needs to gain control over them before he feels he may mess it up with you. You never know. God bless you and I will be praying for you.